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Hey friends we have all experienced in some part of our lives a feeling of love that makes our soul dance to the rhythm of life. We realize how beautiful our lives are, so beautiful this feeling of love, every romantic song makes us smile, lose ourselves in dreams wherein only you and your loved one reside with no materialistic thing around but only love , love and love. But very often this love is one sided but still you feel that the other person loves you as deeply as you love him.Isnt it true.As least in my case it has happened.

How excited I used to be to dress for that special one ,thinking that if I dress well and look good he will atleast notice me though I was an averge looking girl.His sight alone used to brighten my face and bring that million dollar smile on my face.At church I tried to concentrate in worshiping the Lord but somewhere in my mind he was wandering and I wondered what he might be doing, is he praying too or looking at me or some other beautiful girl in the church.Jesus forgive me but I just couldn't help but think about him especially when I knew that he was there close to me but still far away.Days passed by and I still hadn't even spoken a word to him.I wondered why am I so nervous .Why don't I go and try my luck ,if destined we really could be together .Then one day God favoured me and it so happened that we happened to be in the same group for a dance to be held for our parish feast.I could have easily tried to talk to him and become friends with him but I don't know something deep within me troubled me and I thought what if he'd reject me .The dance got over and I lost my chance, my fear overshadowed me and my feelings only remained in my heart.But I guess God wanted me to try again.This time I thought I will join the youth group of which he was a member. I joined and things went as usual.Like everytime I just couldn't gather the courage to go and speak to him.Then one day he approached and asked me,"Hey why don't you come for my birthday treat".My heart thumped,I just couldn't believeit.This guy approached me and he is asking me to come for his treat,I just couldn't believe my luck and then those words came out of my mouth which I deeply repent for. I the biggest freak on earth told him that I wont be able to make it but next time I will surely makeit. I just don't know what made me say this.That day I considered myself to be the biggest idiot on earth.

Days passed by and we did become friends with time but not very good ones just the hiee bye types.I met him quite a number of times in the bus and in the station but nothing actually happened .As time passed by I was chosen to be the president of the youth group and was burdened with responsibilities and due to this whatever little friendship we had only remained forever and I never got a chance to become a close friend of his.Neither could I impress him nor did I handle my leadership well and proved to be the worst president ever.That period was one of the most worst times in life.Nothing went well ,people got wrong impressions of me and I too lost lots of confidence.I had joined that group inorder to know him,to become friends with him and here I was messed up.I realized I had to sort things out and soon resigned and left that club and now I feel much better.Things straightened out and I became involved with my group of small friends and as for that special guy, he went with another girl and I guess is quite happy. So this was a small little one sided love story of my life which did not succeed but I still believe that things happen for the good and maybe somebody more special might come in my life, you never know.